I'm in the midst of it, once again. It's a perpetual kind of thing, so it's to be expected. Five classes' worth of work, and the pile keeps growing...I think I've been able to keep things tame, at least for the time being, so I can feel that glimmer of hope that always manages to get me through these "crunchy" times. After going home this past weekend and stocking up on CDs/getting a great haircut, I'm just about broke for now...but I've got most of what I need to fuel myself through these last four weeks. I have a great summer to look ahead to...a wonderful internship with an architectural firm, the trip of a lifetime, (hopefully) taking small trips on the weekends, seeing wonderful people...
Above all, I'm looking forward to feeling alive again...which only occurs in fleeting moments these days, as I gaze at the curls and wisps of steam rising from the cup of green tea I keep handy, watching them play in the wind. So many feelings that I wish to connect with again...all in good time, if I play my cards right.
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